KK lives in Hong Kong, who loves music, homes & architectures, movie trailers and all things . My life in this city project a lot of things - it's all about the taxis, the billboards, the sidewalks, the cinemas, the zebra lines, the lights, the cars, the sounds, the people, the skyscrapers and the shopping malls. more »

02 Apr

Oh, dear

Picture this.

You can’t stop and laugh at the funny-looking people at the mall. Specially those who makes you want to stop and ask them, “What were you thinking while you were getting dressed today”? Wait. Oh, you have laughed at them.

Sometimes you get pissed off easily by every little thing. The sky is too high, it is too humid, the fishes won’t stop swimming, the exhaust fan is too noisy, the commercials these days are stupid.

You are sitting in your room. You start to think about what are we? Why are we here? What is Earth? I am living? What am I?. 

You’re wishing the glass door would open up and you would be “wooshed” in, you just can’t deal.

You lose your train of thoughts as soon as the direction of the wind changes.

You look at the clock and it’s almost ten minutes at six in the morning and you wished it’s already the weekend. You can’t stop wondering until when it’s kinda’ reaches a blow up ‘POP’ stage and you just can’t think anymore and become you again.

Have you ever felt like this way before? I hate it when little life goes in random, maybe it’s just a phase, hoping this will end soon.

I’d guess shit happens. I just need to flow with it, innit?

Insert: Dang almost forgot, it’s Kathleen’s birthday today. I should buy a phonecard and tell her this, maybe I’d feel much better.

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5 Comments

  1. 1 04/02/2008 at 2:44 pm
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    hi, po hope you can drop by sa blog ko pakinggan mo yun song sa new entry ko at hope you comment sa song good or bad. thank you

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  2. 2 04/03/2008 at 10:25 am
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    Would it help if I say I’m at that “place” as well?

    Not nice really. I don’t like it either.

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  3. 3 04/03/2008 at 11:14 am
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    stress? mood swings? PMS? ahhh…midlife crisis.

    hahaha…whatever it is that you’re going through…keri lang yan. sabi sa sunsilk, ang buhay daw paganda ng paganda! smile :)

    PS
    super duper love your template! pag nagbago ka ulet, pa-arbor nito ha. thanks! and oh, happy birthday to your mom

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  4. 4 04/03/2008 at 1:03 pm
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    I guess I also experienced something like that. I guess the only remedy is just to look at how beautiful the world is really

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  5. 5 04/04/2008 at 4:50 am
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    it happens to the best of us. :)

    happy birthday kathleen! *muah*

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