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Like everyone, I find my life way too ordinary and at times, dramatically idle. I don’t know why. I have promised myself dozens upon dozens of times that this is a year I will try to be productive. This is the year that I can, that I must block off some time and spend it with myself as part of my everyday life. I have broken my pledge more times that I can count.
I realized I am on the same track of the game called life and am left wondering how many more opportunities I have left. My plan was simple. Work and save. And spend a little wisely then beg for another year to save. But even before I knew it, no matter what happens, no matter what I do, I wish everything would turn out just fine. I believed it’s not too late. For a while I was tapping the side of my head with my finger. “It’s all in my head”. That’s it plain and simple. All my worriness, all my woes are only between my ears.
When it comes to what’s happening, I just don’t know what to make of it. Sometimes I feel like I’m going to lose it, but it passes and I try to keep things together. And I know that I don’t even want to end up knowing where to get my next meal’s from. I only hope that whatever I’m keeping for myself won’t spoil my chances of going for my dreams. I just weren’t sure which directions to go.
I, living here is something to keep me from stepping out into a vast world. I know that sometimes I say stuff and do things that are nonesense, but I always knew what I had to do. I am just afraid to do it. For some reason, I felt scared about other things.
Everytime I lay in bed listening to my own breathing, I now felt as though I am running out of time. I began to fear like being stranded in a middle of nowhere without a food and water throughout my endless nights and I wish that a passer’s by would come to help me out. I only hope it’s not too late to accomplish a little more than I ever believed I could.
Break a leg!
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K, you’re a super cool guy. You have nothing at all to worry yourslf about.
If you put yourself next to me when i panic,then we’ll be like two spooked spooked.Almost like in a black comedy.
I do understand your worries but as we all know,fear is only in our heads.
As long as you stay in touch with the reality,everything will be just fine.I promise you.
Don’t give thoughts too much time.
I’ve said it before and i’ll say it again:Thoughts are killing you.
BTW?Did you got that friends request i sent you on Multiply?
I’ve got something for you in there.
I feel ya!
I’m like this also from time to time, but have been feeling like this lately.
Have a good week ahead
One of those days yeah?
You’ll be fine in time to come… hopefully?
“i feel like i am running out of time”
can so relate. it’s like you’re running around in circles. and then you stop and then think — where the hell am i going?
days like these drain the hell out of you. just pray tomorrow can be made better
[...] I’m loving it. In reality, it’s one of those that I complained about to spend a little wisely then beg for another year to save excuses. [...]
Oh you guys, stop now! At least you understands what my ups and my downs. How sweet it is to be loved by some cool people in this blog.
Same thing everyday: get up, do whatever for four-six hours, work till 1 am if i gotta, computer till 3 am, and sleep till 10 am-noon the next day. I wish my life was more varied.
Oh, and do we really need to see your breifs, K? It’s not that appealing.
Daij, appreciate your positive on life. I think that’s the beauty in it because we have ups and the downs, life is like that right?
I’m sorry about the briefs - it’s just that I’m obssessed with briefs. But I’m comfortable with the avatars pic. We are what we wear.
take it easy dear.
like what the song says- don’t worry , be happy!
Maybe I’m having trouble with sleeping lately. Couldn’t I blame something else?
There is difference between worry and desire. Except for my desire, I am glad my life is simpler than most in this increasingly complex world. Everyone worries about love, relationships, family, their jobs, their future, their material possessions. I’m too spaced out and lucky to worry about most of these. As long as I have a place to stay and my friends, I’m set.
As long as I have a place to stay and my friends, I’m set.”
That’s very positive. Thanks btw for visiting, Daij.
No problem, amico. I find blogs that are by and far interesting, I’ll stay, read, and comment, and repeat. Hope maybe you read my blog and see some of the reasons why I try to stay optimistic: my sattvic diet, yoga, Hindu-faith, bicycling and not driving, and a few other things are what allow me to live a more optimistic, healthy life.