The night has a thousand eyes
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Sometimes I feel a tragic loneliness, that though I am here, in this city, amongst so many - I am unknown.
I’ve met so many, people that touched me. Some of them were special, some were just there I could not even reach. Some loved and some cared, but they disappeared - like rainbows I can’t even hold too tight, like the stars above the skies I could not even grab. I wish I knew, but I already saw it coming. And I was hurt and be loved at the end.
I guess things are not really coming easily to me this way. To think I’m just scared, to think I’m just alone. Scared to love, afraid to love and lose another someone. If my heart could just tell me, to stop loving, to teach me not to love anymore so I won’t feel the sadness in this life may bring. Can it be that really easy? Is this life worth to live by only me?
How can I find someone behind those dreams - dreams that keeps on repeating during the many silent nights, in this house where the quietness is deafening inside me. I don’t know how to break it. I hate it when you express your spirit out, the word as though rhymes in the end of every sentence but I can hear nothing except for my long deep sigh gasping for breath.
Maybe Love can come a surprise, maybe one day, I’m not sure when or how, like the first blossom of spring merging in the last days of cold long winter. It’s not even winter yet, the summer is going to an end, fall is upon me, another season to experience.
But why does the day bites off so easily to an end? Does it ever occur to you that we are sometimes thinking? I hope all ends should be good. Time waits for no one, it gives something to look forward to. It can happen anywhere, slow, like the gentle waves of a calm sea.
But - - if it happens, my life will surely change. I guess it will, as the grass becomes greener and the sun that still shines brigther.
How To Save A Life
by: The Fray
don’t be scared….go fall in love!
yes, I can relate as it’s not easy being alone especially when you’re not in your own surroundings with family in friends.
falling in love doesn’t have to be scary but to have someone to care for and be happy with and vice versa…it definately helps, especially the kisses and cuddles! don’t worry about getting hurt… that’s part and parcel of being in a relationship and you’ll bounce back and find new love.
*hugs*
Jem had me singing,
“And I’ve got to be sure, coz it’s been so long. And I cannot take the pain again, if it all goes wrong”
Being in love is a beautiful thing, yet I’m still struggling to find the right one, I hope not for a long time. Do you have a crystal ball? Tell me what you see.
Thanks, C, how sweet of you.
Watch bollywood movies K… they have a wide variation on how to fall in love… hehehe.
Well, for one, I did fell in love when i’m not supposed to and that was a bad thing. But if it hits me twice… I’d say I’m blessed?
Ps: na.. have some love *hugs*
pps: i like the title of the post
Thanks for the virtual hug, Asha.
I had no idea why I said “the night has a thousand eyes”. I have found the poem by Francis William Bourdillon and it reads:
Right now, all I have is my dog. My wife is still in BC, most of my friends are in another city and we are moving away soon. It gets pretty lonely but I cope. I write, I think, I read and I watch things.
As the saying goes, ‘all good things must come to an end’ and I wish I’m going back to my (real) HOME. I always feel somewhat relaxed there. There’s no rushing - things are simple and it’s a very peaceful place.
tito k … it hits you when you’re not expecting it … be open to the potential of love … thomas was actually somebody that i detested before we went out but destiny put its weigh on us and here we are sharing “forever” … naks!
if we’re always shit scared about getting hurt and losing somebody then we’re not really living life … please do yourself a favor and spread your wings and be free from your worries of being hurt … it’s truly lovely to love …
“May cupid find its way to you!”
Ouch. Seriously, ouch. You’re exactly reading my heart.
You know whenever I remember my past, I feel so down, but I’ve never cry so now I’m blaming all these quietness to the songs I’ve been listening. I wish it’s easy to forget someone.
are you searching, k? if you have been, stop searching. let your grand scheme of things fall into its natural place. you’ll be surprised that it will come. but, while waiting for the right one to come, in the words of Cher: “…it does not mean you can’t have fun with the wrong ones.” hahahahaha! keep the faith! spread the love…
I’ve been searching for quite a while now, been many years. I’d stop caring anymore. I always end up getting an erection and before I know it, I’m already wet. Hahaha.
In love, we all take the risk of loving someone. We all fall down at certain times, but the main fact in love is that you should never be scared to go a little crazier orhave a sacrifice for it, because in the end, the sweetest love that you’ll experience is that one love that made you lose control. Never stop loving and caring K!:grin:
I think when I was your age, I was really very crazy. I mean I used to go out for FUN, a lot of times drunk in some party, I all experienced that.
But you’re right, when I finally find that special someone and fall in love, this time will be forever.
HK can do this to you, K. People there seem to come and go.
Take that leap and fall in love.
Go kiss some frogs to find that princess!
Go kiss some frogs to find that princess!
Do you know that frogs are one of the most expensive species at the wet market here? Yikes!
Time will tell, I’ll let you know.